HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY to all teachers in the WORLD. haha. so, i met up flo at 10am to go back to tms together. then we finally seen all our teachers and friends! so long time no see each other. i couldnt talk to him at all. it seems we had become strangers, we didnt talk much, didnt have much eye contact. i cant blame him neither. its hard i guess. long time i had since i played pool. i was still playing quite well (: i m so PROUD!

seriously, sometimes when i ventured into ur blog, i dunno whether is it me tat is affecting u or its something else. i wan to tell you i LIKE you. but something is bugging me, i m afraid not being able to talk to you normal if it failed. sometimes i wished i could understand wad u tinking, i want to know how you tink about this. i pretty sure its negative. but i cant help to tell myself, "maybe i got a chance" (told you i m a self-optimist, but got limit one). i dunno wad i should be tinking. sigh. i m so mentally tired after today. u know wad i wish for? juz a chance....

wtf? why is everyone acting so bloody dumb? is there no sane person left around here? today( its midnight now so its ytd) supposed to be a happy day celebrating my birthday and all this HAVE TO HAPPEN? fuck. i so sick and tired of this, fighting affecting everyone. juz kick her. but hey, b4 u all start blastin me with ur idiotic, "how can like tat?" HEY. u dun even know the full story.

i went out playing LAN with qris, weijian and hy and qris invited his 3 frens. we played pretty much. damnit, i dun even know wad to right. FREAK. so i decided to meet my family to eat at vivo b4 meeting yi and siewhuey to watch movie, of coz wf qris and others. IF I KNEW THAT WOULD HAPPEN, I RATHER GO EAT INSTANT NOODLES INSTEAD! y pull me into this? i dunwan to be fucking involve in tat. so leave me OUT. juz stay one side and start ur usually chanting of "wad a cold-blooded". coz i DUN FREAKING CARE. if she dun wan to save herself, why bother help? i tink she would strongly agree. dun start bothering me with ur, " i got more experience than you, u dunno wad u are tinking." coz this is my VIEW. i tink its best for this situation and everyone is entitled their own views whether they are 90year olds or 10! look carefully. how sure are you tat she not the one instigating the fight or controling this situation? are u sure she is tat guiliable? NO. fuck. DUN CONCERN ME WITH THIS AGAIN.

anywae, thks u for talking to me abt it. i tink i would talk to you next time again ok or ill be depressed. lol. hmm.. thks yi also. hmm. i told her i was damn bloody angry. then she said dun angry la. i was joking said, if you let me hit, then i wot be angry le. and she actually offered her hands to be hit. i replied by saying, i hit very hard leh. she then said, nvm. of coz i didnt hit her. HAHA. i m KIND. but thks everyone. hmmm... nite. lucky i m an self-optimist,

brring! its the 30th of August! u know wad tat means? :) my BIRTHDAY! happy birthday to me happy birthday to me! wahahaha. alot of things happened today man. steamboats, drama and ur msgs. firstly to steamboat. me, qris, hy,weijian, yi and siewhuey went to whitesand fairprice to buy lot of ingredient. wah. u go there see how weijian buy. u look at his face dun look like he know wad prawn to buy and wadeva. HAHA. and total cost was: $47++ not bad. got tiger prawns, beef, lots of vege. haha. next we head to my hse to start our steamboat session. damn hungry tat time. my thoughtful father helped us with the cutting of fish and vege. thks man! wah. we eat until very full. i m still FULL man. wish you came. but oh well (: then abt the drama. let juz skip this part. haha. so straight to ur msg. hmmm.. THANK YOU so much. haha. i was so surprised to see you sending me a HAPPY BIRTHDAY msg at 12.08am. u were the 1st! :) eh. but i tink i replied badly. i could have said something you wont like. but but but i was so happy i didnt tink b4 i typed u tat msg. sigh. dun angry ok? pls pls pls. hehehe. at least you know how i feel. lets hope we dun become arkward when facing each other after you read the msg ok. if u felt tat well, tell me ok? i stop doing tat. hmm... i gonna enjoy my sleep now. cya. and THANKS again. :)

quiz results: drawing a HOUSE

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

ok. wad is fondness? according to dictionary.com:
fond·ness /ˈfɒndnɪs/ –noun
1. the state or quality of being fond.
2. tenderness or affection.
3. doting affection.
4. a liking or weakness for something: He has a fondness for sweets.
5. Archaic. complacent credulity; foolishness.

of coz. mine refer to five. nope. juz kidding. it is FOUR. so here comes the the million dollar question, how do we go about to detect it? choices are:
1) ask hints and question?
2) be sensitive about everything?
3) pretend you have to psychic power and can read the person mind.
4) trial and error?

wad will u choose? for me, i will prefer choice 1. the problem is how to ask for hints or questions? i m too scared we will become arkward after that. why cant love be like "who wants to be a millionare?" ? HAHA. then i can use 50/50 or cal a fren. (eh... i can call a fren now. LOL) but for cases like this, there is no real answer. there is no correct, true, rong or false. none of the approach is wrong either it is totally correct! so can someone tell me? before i drop her(which is u) a "bomb", which she/u might faint after hearing it. HAHA. oh *faints*.

*slap myself* NO! i cant give up! LOL.(omg. my blog sounds like a cliche storybook plotline") i really DO like you. (: it is unmistakable. i blush when u are near me, making me so difficult to talk to you without having my head swollen with all the blood rushing into my head.(or izzit the heart?) oh well. time will show me the path to take. i prolly tell u soon. exams is over in 10 hrs time. (: STEAMBOAT tmr! i cant wait. back to MEB!

wad a mentally tired day today! all tat teaching and learning done in ONE day! brilliant! haha. not tat we could absorb everything. so me, allan, yi and qris went all the way to PCC to do out work. and when we reached there, our SPECIAL SEATS were TAKEN. TAKEN! tsk. lol. wow. so we sat at the smaller one which realli sucks. my back nearly died of suaness. HAHA. sigh. my retribution for letting yi take my comfy chair. i shall not be a gentleman next time. lol. oh n yi bought a cup of hot chocolate which she claims it tasted like milo. then miracle happened. a grp of ppl left their comfy seats. n of coz we "chop" it. wahaha. so we studied n studied. along the day, we bought "Hot Chocolate Paradise"(YI), Hazelhut Cuppo(me), Ice Chocolate(qris), kettle chips(me), ESprit-lemon(ME), Snapple-Grapeade(YI) and Tiramisu(YI). haha. yi actually ate alot. i instigated her to buy the cake. muahaha. n qris left at abt 7pm. but allan had some prob with maths, which me n yi almost died teaching him. HAHA. oh oh oh. now i rmb. my coffee had marshmallow. n YI stole alot frm me. haha. tsk.

ah. i need to do a guide for allan now.

to u: jiayou ah! 3 more days to go. then no need so xin ku!

ohoh. two days of purreeee studying these two days. tmr going PCC studying again. woah. dunno why we love tat place so MUCH! haha. must be the nice comfy sofas and aromatic coffees tat attract us lor. LOL. maybe...

aiyo! u ok mah? hmm... i guess u are feeling abit depressed today. its exam only. dun be like tat ok? i mean exam is important, so is ur health mah. dun overstudy and must rest often often. give ur body and MIND enuf rest ok? haha.. n n n be POSITIVE and OPTIMISTIC. i know you are clever de. dun stress urself too much esp on bio ok? i know it may be hard to memorise the parts of wadeva wadeva wadeva, but i also know u can do it de. u jus need to relax abit then u can absorb more stuff ok? haha..

hmm. although i have talked to u for 1-2 months, u may know i like you but i cant bring myself to tell u tat. i m too afraid. maybe i would lose u as even as a fren if i told u tat, so hmm.. maybe i should be brave abit. HAHA. n tell u tat someday of coz when exam over. haha. ltr we two fail exam becoz of this. HAHAHAHAHAHA....... so the only thing i can do is drop loads of hints here n there.

ah. blog tmr! WEE...

I had realli nth to do so POOF! i found this quiz on ther's blog. so i decided to do lor. here is it!

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Acts of Service
with a secondary love language being
Quality Time.

Complete set of results

Acts of Service:		9
Quality Time:		8
Words of Affirmation:		7
Physical Touch:		4
Receiving Gifts:		2

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

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hmm...? i tink i need someone to explain for me wad they means. haha. my angmoh not veri good. wad is ACT of SERVICE? haha. oh well. the receiving gifts thingy is stupid. haha. it's better for me to give them to others. i mean we should be glad we can give ppl things, not the other way round rite? HAHA. thats wad i think i guess. and i LOVE to see ppl reactions of their surprise and elated faces. makes me feel... i dunno? LOL.

anywae, i wan STEAMBOATS and CHALETS! NOW! haha. okok. maybe after exams. tat 5 more days to go. wahahaha. so so so.. hmm.. haha. i tink we having steamboat at my hse on 29th Aug! should i invite u leh? YES YES! but maybe u wont even wanna come. hhaha.. and YI is super irritating today LOR! haha. call me ask for class whether they want chalet mah. super last min leh. aiyo. HAHA... keeping chui-ing wo to ask. TSK. we need alohas! not costa sand man! :P

argh.. my phone suks so much. ur msg took 124678236412639million yrs to receive. tsk. i officially declare i need a new phone! HAHA... ohoh. n PIPC was so easy. whr is the dipole-dipole and london dispersion force? no explaination + full calculation? LOL. but i tink i got at least 7 marks worth of wrong. tsk!

ah.. oh well blog till here. hehe. u R SO pretty n u prefer not to believe me! HAHA. dun overstudy ok? haha.. now got weekend also cannot 24/7 chiong ur maths and bio. must rest. R-E-S-T. important also! hmm.. guess i shall ask u for steamboat then? haha. see you around i guess.

muahaha... i hav no idea y, but i m feeling happier than ever today. must be one of ur msgs to me. HAHA. hmm.. jiayou ah everyone. 11 hours to PIPC paper! you also cannot slack hor! go stduy! LOL. but dun overwork urself kay? study also must study with limit. okok? haha. have a gd rest too, so you would drop "dead" during the exam. hehe.

okok.... i going back to my studying (: !!
i need a miracle. YOUR OWN MIRACLE!

woah. it been so long since i blogged. number 01, i been quite busy trying to study for exams. number 02, i been going in and out to help shifting hse, made me super tired until i dunwan to blog. its been a crazy week with everyone trying hard to study. even weijian is studying. HAHA.

seriously i forgot wad happened this whole week! haha. except the fact we have been studying. and oh. on monday, me, qris, weijian and hy went to study at PCC again. wah. tat place ar. super nice to study. quiet and peaceful lor. then we went to play Battlefield 2. super funny. esp the last game. oh well. blog until here! hehe. and i still like you.

i m now so fan-ing yi to go sleep. haha. asking her to go early to sch to study with me, weijian, hy and others. she stuck wf the buffer solution. HAHA.

sigh... so much problems these two days. oh well. life is like tat. anywae, i still hav my frens. (: lemme mention again tat chocolates are good anti-depressants. HAHA.

woah. i m too lazy to blog man. hehehe. lets go study together k? i need a tutor.

wwoah... i managed to rush finish a 4 page learning journal in 8 hours. i need to thks weihua, hy and esp YI for finishing it in 1 day. haha. treat u tmr. i m too lazy to blog now. yawn... oh n starbucks frapps is so much better than mac frapps.. i need more panacakes. haha blog next time then. see u tmr! haha. S-U-R-P-R-I-S-E-!

woah.. long time since i played badminton and basketball. wahaha. oh and thks thks enchou, sl, raja and elman. haha. wad a wonderful surprise! thks alot. esp enchou. haha. it goes like this: i dun have badminton racket at home coz all in the storehouse. then i asked enchou to lend me one of his. so he agreed. then he brought a new one which still had its grip wrap, so i asked "who's this belongs to? can use meh? u buy for ur fren wan whr can use?" he replied, "can la, he wont notice". i blur blur say ok, happily playing badminton wit tat racket. we played not bad la. shuli and elman were as funny as ever. n elman n enchou kept smacking. HAHA. coz i dun play smack. if u see me play for long, u will see tat i love to do directional change lobbing (weak one). makes ppl run like mad to get the shuttlecock. HAHA. then of coz, we play finish muz go eat. CHICKEN RICE! n tat fried tofu. hehe. so nice. then suddenly while eating, they told me tat racket was for me! my birthday!*shocked* hAha.. so surprised and touched. LOL. anywae, my birthday has not past la. it is 30th August! not belated la shuli. haha. still got 18 more days. HAHA. thks anywae guys!

oh and me n enchou went to ikea with my family to choose stuff. eat the hotdogs. so cheap and filling, with lotsa mustard and chili sauce. hehe. then we went ms lee house warming! woah. so many ITC seniors. so we talk talk talk until enchou wanted to play basketball. haha. so me, enchou, kk, 2 daniels went down to play, meeting shirley and her sister to play. hehe. play until i super tired. AND i managed to jump and HANG ON THE RING! so proud. lol.

this paragraph is dedicated to u, read the below for u. HAHA
hmmm... y u like everytime sad sad de huh? dun like tat leh. make me worried about u. haha! seriously u need CHOCOLATEs! HAHA. be happy (: and keep laughiing like me... dun be dun be sad ok? hehe... tell me wad happened lor if u wan, i can be ur listening ear. or maybe better i can help with ur problems ok? haha so... BE H-A-P-P-Y!. surprise u on monday. so watch out! hehe

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phew... i m finally home after 1++ months of stayover at my gmum hse, yesh! i m finally home. i m so freaking tired. being carrying stuff from the temporary store back to home for the whole day, cleaning windows, floors and wadeva tat dust could be on. at least i can now sleep nicely with my new aircon up! haha. but whr is my PILLOW and BLANKET! haha. how could i hav not brought it back frm the store. i got a feeling i going to freeze today. haha.

i tink i hav not been exercising much after i entered poly. time for me to do it again. so call me if u are going gym or en chou if u feel like running, ask me (: haha. anywae, we r going to play badminton in 7hours rite. hehe..

and oh my tian, i had pizza for two days running. i cant take it anymore. lol. oh. n we got our garlic bread on the house coz they forget abt it. oh well. we gobbled it up during OC lecture. haha. long time since i seen u online. miss chatting with u, but oh well, msgs work juz fine u know. haha. thks anywae. hehe. cya next week i guess. unless u wanna come for badminton. hehe.

gotta go enjoy my aircon now. hehe

i m still at my gmum hse when i supposed to go back hme today. no.. is not tat i wan to stay somemore de. but my father damn pro. now extend to tmr then can go home. HAHA. i tink we will still be here until next month if this continues. hehe.

i was craving for pizza the whole day and.. POOF, my mum and gmum went to buy. haha. couldnt call for delievery. it was too busy. thanks (:

hmm... i miss chating with you online. hehe. hope u are forever happy. (: dun get overwork with studies ok? take care of urself or i ll be angry. :P hehe

going to be a long weekend, having no sch on wed and thurs. fri... sigh. have sch. these two weeks, i dunno how i m feeling. happy and sad. u stopped msging me, i felt so lonely. but now u start msging me again. so i guess i m HAPPY. haha. today PIPC test arh. sigh. late for test and nv bring calculator. aiyo... it wasnt difficult but... sigh. u say u have problem too with it. LOL. looks like we should study PIPC today. i tink i will need ur motivation to study. and i tot i did well in csas. i gave ideas, talk more than last time and did gatekeeping. wahaha. but of coz haziq dominated the discussion. haha. oh well. he is the navigator. so... we decided to celebrate this "break" by treat ourselves a movie. me, qris, weijian, hy, yi, don and siewhuey decided to watch "ALONE" the horror show. good storyline and quite scary. haha. siewhuey kept talking so loudly to qris and she always talk soft soft wan. haha. and yi was complaining to me the whole movie tat she was scared and wanted to go home. HAHA. the ending is pretty shocking i guess. but i m still wondering y they needed a nc16 rating. nah. they dun need tat.

dunno y i get paranoid over u not msging me. i dun like it. but at least it proves to myself tat i actually like u alot. lucky u r talking to me again. haha. i m so happy (: dun get too stress ok over ur studies. dun wan u to be so eh....ehh... xing ku? i m not sure my hanyupingying correct mah. HAHA. hmmm.. i guess cya around. oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YI! eh. 1 more hrs to go. HAHA.

wad a tiring day. going around choosing furniture. abit of arguement over there and here over sofas, tables, and wadeva details we need to put in the hse. at least we decided on some things! haha... like the sofa, coffee table (so nice, i choose de! thks me), finishing choosing wad cardboard i wan. so we left wf the dining table and study tables. hehe.. n we ordered 2 LCD SAMSUNG TV. i tink its 40 or 42 inch and a 32. hehe. getting the 3rd maybe end of the yr. i wan ONE IN MY ROOM! haha.. so if everything is on time, i should be heading home in 3 days time. YAY! but the furniture like sofa coming in 1mth time. dots dots.

i m so glad u are replying me like last time again. dun study until like siao ok. haha. aiyo..tmr need early wake up. OC make up. tsk. 8aM! blog till here.

hmmm.. i didnt know making soap was so fun, until today. soap making... SO FUN! me, qris, don, yi, siewhuey and weihua went to the meb lab early in the morning to learn how to make soap for ocp. hehe. and we met two new frens, yifen and zishan. i tink their name like tat. yifen super funny de. always go around playing wf colours, mix until so messy. but colourful. i wanted to use "zest' aroma in my soap, but they say smell "ma ma lemon" haha. the type of dishwashing soap. so now i hav two samples of soap in lab now, peach and zest. HAHA. now for some pictures to prove our success in soap making:


yi making liquid soap with siewhuey looking


i am BUSY stirring! CANT U SEE! haha


What to do now? Tell me!


soap discussion...


yi busy stirring the soap. we were stirring for 30mins-1hr ok... HAHA


Our Products!


are u SURE it is soap? it looks like cakes and jellies

this photos are provided by weihua. dun ask me y yi appears in so many photos. ask weihua y she always take her photo. haha. i m so happy u msg me! yay! i m so happy today. my hse looks nice day by day. wahahaha.

here's a picture of it:

the kitchen is so messy, not painted everywhr. HAHA..


not bad hor. haha. oh well. blog tmr.

i dunno wad to say. i m camping at my laptop to wait for u to come online. i need to know how u doing. i cant confirm wad u feeling, not even talking to u face to face juz now. looking at u so happily, makes me wonder u are really happy anot. i dunno abt u. but i definitely not happy. not tat i m sad, until like gonna cry tat time. its juz normal. not happy not sad. a rare case to find me in. i really hav no confidence in myself. sigh.. i need to tell me wad u r tinking. hmm..

n weijian went WCG today again. but at least he came back to sch at 1pm. he lost. HAHA. but he not bad le lor. dota top 16. give him a clap! HAHA. then me, yi, siewhuey and weihua went to meet him at TM and we ate the "DING DAI FONG". i tink its called like tat. haha. the food there not bad la and weijian ordered as if these food no need money. haha. but we clocked $109.80 only. consider okay for 5 person. hehe. we talked alot of CRAP in tat restaurant. laugh super hard. for once i didnt bother to check my phone for msgs. but i rather be checking my phone every moment and have msgs, instead of having no msg. anywae, after going for tat NYAA talk with qris, don, yi, siewhuey, weihua, i found out i wanted to learn alot of things. guitar, drums, piano, be professional at billards and cooking. haha. cooking u tell me. hey! i m a guy. i shouldnt like cooking, but its really fun u know. its a delight to see ppl smiles when they taste my food. WAHAHA. anywae i like to eat mah. haha..

there is no sign of u being online now. sigh. oh well. better luck next time. if u dun wan me to bother u, u can tell me straight. i can understand. oh oh oh AND if u r feeling inferior abt ur looks, tink again. zul today told me: " hey! tat gal in orange very pretty leh". i was like "LOL", yesh its true. HAHA.

not a veri happy day today. its... just too... quiet... i tink i m getting paranoid again. sigh. i cant kick this old habit of mine. i dunno why... but i felt u trying to avoid me. r u? oh well. haha. i dun get upset easily.



REASON for quietness: 1) no msg the whole day frm u. 2) WHR IS WEIJIAN! haha.. sigh. wah lao. tday no weijian like super quiet. no vulgarites no bian tai comment no laughter made. LOL. he always have all super funny and lame comments. and he had to go for WCG today! no msg + him = bored. haha. for the 1st time, i was wide awake in mEB. sitting beside weihua n yi kept me awake, esp yi keep doing all the childish things. haha. she was laughing every single time when i cough, juz becoz i laughed when she choked. -.-" and weihua proved to be my portable pencilbox. haha.. eh.. wait. pencilbox is portable. HAHA. i juz borrowed every single equipment or stationary i needed. wahaha. n i was like yi's maid today. i tink i go claim my pay frm her tmr. made me carry her stuff, clear her plate and provide her wf my pens when she could hav taken out her own. hmph... oh oh oh. qris sent me a damn funny msg asking me whether i was going for tat SOUP making session. lol SOUP. its SOAP! the "A" and "U" is like so far frm each other.



anywae i made such mistake b4. haha. example:


(12:43 AM) [ unf0rgiven .tr: but then go flavours study
(12:44 AM) [ unf0rgiven .tr: then somemore i can go see my chocolate prata
(12:44 AM) [ unf0rgiven .tr: HAHA
(12:44 AM) HAPPY!! (:: huh?
(12:44 AM) HAPPY!! (:: see your choco prata??
(12:45 AM) [ unf0rgiven .tr: lol
(12:45 AM) [ unf0rgiven .tr: eat
(12:45 AM) [ unf0rgiven .tr: HAHA
(12:45 AM) [ unf0rgiven .tr: dunno wad i m typing
(12:45 AM) HAPPY!! (:: hahhah

lol. see... haha.. stupid rite. oh well i go do other stuff now.

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