i know how i feel towards you. but i dont actually walk to you to talk and stuff like what others might do. perhaps i am a bit a afraid. of coz not, not afraid of telling you i like you because i have no courage to tell you that but it is because it daunts me that the arkward situation i might get myself in, in the sense what if you feel arkward talking to me next time? then we wont be friends anymore? this thought really put me in this dilemma. (wow, i actually spelled this correctly.) i need more confidence with myself, perhaps a bottle of increased self-esteem. then maybe, juz maybe i could get myself over with this. friends is really a touchy topic to me. i know how i m afraid to be left out in projects, outings, you know the feeling of getting left behind with no one there with you is really frightening. like i said before friends are really important to me. i cant bear to lose any of them. i may be not be as caring in real life, but i know i lack the ability to express how i actually cared about other person. i seems to be making fun of her/him but actually to me, it shows you are my friend.

i need to take some initiative to talk to you. i shall need more of THAT next time. so 1 more in my ingredient list. hope i can get them from somewhere. (:

hope to see you soon. speaking of which, i havent see you recently. my phone isnt ringing. DAMN. haha. hope it would. (:


is home where i call it the place for me to rest and be happy in? coz i may not feeling that. it seems the arguement abt the other topic always seems to resurface at every meal every hour. is it alright to anger the others in other to help one people? esp that one that refuses to be helped? it sickens me to be at home. hope i m out soon. really soon.

i can smell something rotting. i got a feeling its coming from my blog. haha. phew. long since i came and post post here. not really busy but juz felt tat life was too mundane to have anything up to post. it was juz school, test and quiz more school more test and more quiz. it is like getting stuck in a loop you know.

christmas is coming yet we have not started preparing. lets all keep out finger crossed and hope tat the party continue man. haha. life is bored without messages. sigh. (: Stay happy and dont overwork kay?

hmm... i been blogging lesser and lesser recently due to the fact i m pretty busy with studies LOL and have no idea wad to blog. so i decided to update abit on wad happened in the past 2 weeks. (:

2 weeks ago got alot of ppl bday. then busy like siao and also i got broke on that few days which is not a good thing as i still have more than half a month to go. for some reason i was spending alot alot. so on nov8 which is a thursday, was shuwen bday. long time no see her so meet up with ray and en go kbox. sheesshh.. wasted my money! LOL. not tat i dun appreciate chinese songs, it depends who is singing. haha. for dinner, i wanted to eat PASTA de WARAKU, but ray was broke. so we settled for something cheaper. sigh. then on friday, my sis bday dinner was shifted here bcoz of me. :) haha. i had something on sat. long time no eat buffet le, i hoped we had gone to THE LINE but my sis didnt want. how silly can tat be? haha. ended up in PARIIS. twice shessh. so on sat it was zizie birthday. so go bbq at some wuloo(desolated) place. then PLAY POOL. muahahah! finally meet up with shuli, flo, russell, yy and others.

on next sat, finally i get to eat PASTA de WARAKU! wahahaha! with yi, weijian and siewhuey. hmm.. i can say not bad bah. haha.

test test coming. study study man. you too! (:

hmm.. i wanted to blog earlier. but it seems i cant upload picture on to photobucket for some reasons. so i decided against blogging without the photos. hmm.. sigh. dunno how you doing? busy har? haha



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i been coughing for 1 whole week with no cure. medicine dun work. haiyo. i m getting headache for every cough. HAHA. really..

the question is who tells you who is right who is wrong? what gives him or her the rights to judge people? knowledge? wealth? or the pieces of certificates you garnered in school? is it if i have a doctorate which makes me right all the time. definitely no. human makes mistakes from time to time, it allows us to tell each other apart from a machine to a living thing. in most cases, there is no definite right or wrong. people should not use their authority to force others to admit their mistakes. we should use reasoning and logic. don't pinpoint the person, but the problem itself. think carefully..

the war has juz started again. the aftermatch will be shown tmr. weijian+his sis VS deputy director of TP. 2v1 haha.

i have no idea why i feel so uncomfortable around you, eh. no, the correct word is not uncomfortable. it is juz.... maybe embrassed and i cant really act natural. i have no idea why. i have no problem around other of my friends. even if i juz knew them, i wont have the problem. hm... i probaly still like you i guess. yes. like. LOVE is very strong word that should not be used anyhow. (: juz like PROMISE.

so y m i talking about DJMAX again? no. this time its DJMAX online! i been spending alot of time finding out how to get accounts for DJMAX CN and JP and how to actully install them. now lets compare the two different version.

DJMAX jp.
the amount of songs in there are relatively alot. juz there is one slight problem. most of them are premium songs which you have to pay to play them. the file size is very small compared to the china version one. the amount of max(the "gold" in the game) needed to buy items are ridiculous. haha

DJMAX cn.
there is no premium songs. (: but there is some songs that are premium in japanese version but not in china version such as "Do Or Die" and "Ladymade Star". but you can get to play the best song in the whole DJMAX "Oblivion" for FREE! and the max needed to buy stuff is more cheap.

if you want to play any of these, but do not know how to download or create account ask me. you should! haha. coz the instructions are either in japanese or chinese. (i m chinese but i cant read them properly.) HAHA.

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