emergency.
i had to post this. saw wad is happening. i not sure how u feel, but if u say u r feeling wad u said then i understand. really. sigh. i m so optimistic u tink nah. i m not as optimistic in the inside. i always lack of tat self-confidence in myself u know. tat causes me to hav tat fake sense of optimism, saying "of well. nvm wan la. fail exam only." blah blah. it gives me tat heck care attitude to studies, relationships which i dun wan to hav tat attitude. it is bad. for me. for everyone around me. i have to act tat i m happy even when i m upset abt stuff or sometimes even when i m angry wf someone. i dun wan ppl to be worried, or maybe i dunwan to be see as someone who is easily hurt and i dun need conflicts wf others. i keep all my feelings inside. but i still can live with tat. i keep myself happy everyday. (: n i m successful. (i digressed alot. HAHA)
ask urself. y should u feel tat way? it is worth ur happiness more than this? to cryover this? dun be sad ok? rmb ur own "motto". happiness beats everything. yesh it does. think abt my words. think carefully...
hmmm.. i guess i shall see u around hoping u be happy the next time i see u.
acted at 11:04 pm (: