Sunday, 30 September 2007
ok. i hav cool down. i dun hate blogger anymore. HAHA. wow! i m impressed with my ability to cooldown so fast. anyway, i so want to play mahjong, even if it meant i m losing. lol. siewhuey was tat ridiculous playing ability in mahjong. look at her! she may look so sweet and blur. HA! HA! u r so wrong. if u sit beside her, u are going to lose BIG TIME. and also watch out for weijian. he's other pro. sigh. how come my class all so pro wan? tats y i wan yi to play, and cheat her money. LOL. no.. tats not going to work with weijian, don or siewhuey around.
hmm.. i was tinking abit abt something. yah. i tink alot. haha.. sometimes. i was wondering abt the post i made last time abt the lonely thingy. i realised when i was young, i prolly feared loneliness, being alone and having no frens. i used to love to draw stuff on every single piece of paper i can get my hands on. i realised... i actually showed signs of tat fear thingy wheneva i draw. example, i would draw a stickman on the newspaper, decorating it nicely and stuff like tat. b4 i stop drawing, i would actually feel lonely for that stickman which actually has no feeling. i would then add more stickman to tat drawing.
yes. being alone is a scary thing. no one wans to be, but doesnt mean nobody will be. somethings cannot be control. the only thing you can do is to hope you would be recognised as a fren. one day will come.
haha. emoing. LOL
acted at 12:59 pm (:
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