Tuesday, 16 October 2007
woah. so much things happened in these few weeks and i m starting to grow lazy to blog. chalets, fighting, arguement and stuff all in a week.
the good things 1st. (: ah... C-H-A-L-E-T. that they i left home for chalet with a particular reason, i wanted to escape the "conflict" at home. but still the chalet was as fun. we shopped everywhr to eat stuff and even hanging out in supermarkets was fun man. no joke. haha. the only bad thing was i had to use alot of money. we had the normal bbq + chocolate fondue/fountain (grins proudly at myself) MY IDEA! but clean like siao. tsk. ah... mahjong at chalet won me a lunch. actually the second of bbq was much better even though got lesser ppl, coz second day i cook. (:
abt the bad stuff. sigh.
the truth of how i think about this problem is that i do not care about it, in the sense that i do not want to be involve in the conflict. i would accept the outcome of this aftermath. even how bad it could be, we know we have done what we could. some problems are just impossible to fix. even if you have few millions solution, the problem would just repeat itself and throw you back into the difficult spot. the only way out is to feign ignorance. i believe we should live and enjoy every single part of our life to the fullest. we should not sacrifice our own future for others. we live for ourself not others. if solving the problem would lose you a degree, i would definitely stop you.
i believe the best way to solve this is to ignore what is happening around. it is not avoiding the problem, but ignorance could be a way to solve this problem. it is sad to know that some people, me or you, find it hard to understand and realize their mistakes till it is too late. but it is part and parcel of life. we cannot change the fact that the end could be bad, but we should accept that the bad end could change to the better future. like people say, one doesn't not understand the pain of falling till he or she falls and bled one day. pain is the source of enlightment. the result could be regret and remorse, but we should be satisfied by the fact that he or she realize the wrongs he or she did.
ideals are what set us apart as different people. we think differently and have different expectations for others. we force our ideals on others. it is not right to do so. changing others for urself is selfish, instead you should change yourself for others. learn to see things from other perspective. there would be less misunderstandings and conflicts. i was hardened to know that there was "fighting" against ourselves when we were having the problem. sometimes i think hard to understand why fight now when we were already facing a problem. we should sit down peacefully as a family and face the problem. A problem is hard to fix. Two would make things worst.
i sometimes dread to go home, thinking we would have another problem and the cycle would just repeat itself. till one day the problems are solved and not repeated, home cannot be a place where i could be really happy in. one day it would be time for me to leave.
aside from all these rantings,
i have to announce- I
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.SUISEISEKI!
-the DESU queen (she says desu in almost every sentence)
LOL. i cant believe what i am typing. anyway, if you were wondering if she is one of my classmates or friends, start banging your head on the wall. she is a cute little doll in ROZEN MAIDEN. haha.
from the left: Shinku, Souseiseki, Suiseiseki, HinaIchigo
haha. so, i guess you asking why is a guy watching this? haha. i watch every single show that makes me laugh. Rozen Maiden: 9/10! haha. go watch everyone.
this is the funniest part in Rozen Maiden Season One. shinku always acts very fair lady type. but she juz go ga-ga for kun kun the dog.
i so want to sleep. (:
the good things 1st. (: ah... C-H-A-L-E-T. that they i left home for chalet with a particular reason, i wanted to escape the "conflict" at home. but still the chalet was as fun. we shopped everywhr to eat stuff and even hanging out in supermarkets was fun man. no joke. haha. the only bad thing was i had to use alot of money. we had the normal bbq + chocolate fondue/fountain (grins proudly at myself) MY IDEA! but clean like siao. tsk. ah... mahjong at chalet won me a lunch. actually the second of bbq was much better even though got lesser ppl, coz second day i cook. (:
abt the bad stuff. sigh.
the truth of how i think about this problem is that i do not care about it, in the sense that i do not want to be involve in the conflict. i would accept the outcome of this aftermath. even how bad it could be, we know we have done what we could. some problems are just impossible to fix. even if you have few millions solution, the problem would just repeat itself and throw you back into the difficult spot. the only way out is to feign ignorance. i believe we should live and enjoy every single part of our life to the fullest. we should not sacrifice our own future for others. we live for ourself not others. if solving the problem would lose you a degree, i would definitely stop you.
i believe the best way to solve this is to ignore what is happening around. it is not avoiding the problem, but ignorance could be a way to solve this problem. it is sad to know that some people, me or you, find it hard to understand and realize their mistakes till it is too late. but it is part and parcel of life. we cannot change the fact that the end could be bad, but we should accept that the bad end could change to the better future. like people say, one doesn't not understand the pain of falling till he or she falls and bled one day. pain is the source of enlightment. the result could be regret and remorse, but we should be satisfied by the fact that he or she realize the wrongs he or she did.
ideals are what set us apart as different people. we think differently and have different expectations for others. we force our ideals on others. it is not right to do so. changing others for urself is selfish, instead you should change yourself for others. learn to see things from other perspective. there would be less misunderstandings and conflicts. i was hardened to know that there was "fighting" against ourselves when we were having the problem. sometimes i think hard to understand why fight now when we were already facing a problem. we should sit down peacefully as a family and face the problem. A problem is hard to fix. Two would make things worst.
i sometimes dread to go home, thinking we would have another problem and the cycle would just repeat itself. till one day the problems are solved and not repeated, home cannot be a place where i could be really happy in. one day it would be time for me to leave.
aside from all these rantings,
i have to announce- I
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.ADORE.
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.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.SUISEISEKI!
-the DESU queen (she says desu in almost every sentence)
LOL. i cant believe what i am typing. anyway, if you were wondering if she is one of my classmates or friends, start banging your head on the wall. she is a cute little doll in ROZEN MAIDEN. haha.
from the left: Shinku, Souseiseki, Suiseiseki, HinaIchigo
haha. so, i guess you asking why is a guy watching this? haha. i watch every single show that makes me laugh. Rozen Maiden: 9/10! haha. go watch everyone.
this is the funniest part in Rozen Maiden Season One. shinku always acts very fair lady type. but she juz go ga-ga for kun kun the dog.
i so want to sleep. (:
acted at 1:03 am (:
